a blanket
on a clothes line the stains
all washed out
I hang out in boredom,
to dry
I am sick
of the clips
that so wearily hold me up
of this washed out sanity
I am sick.
This is not the best me I can be.
Stop this, run again.
madness
drunkenness
silliness
dance away control:
colours bodies laughter
c a r e l e s s n e s s
the frenzy the rush
the high.
I miss life and I have lied.
burn books thoughts dreams.
They aren’t enough,
I’m going to die.
burn lists
projects.
I don’t need to be clever and ok.
people movement fear anger lust.
– to touch
and
be touched.
to feel alive.
Featured artwork by Jonas Fyhr. Find him at jonasfyhr.deviantart.com